outside

I'm outside looking through the glass
To see you playing with our son
I'm the outsider
I don't fit in
It's just the boys
You don't need me
He doesn't need me
Why don't I just disappear
No one will notice I'm gone
He needs me
He needs Mom
He doesn't show it
He hides it
But when you're not around
He cuddles with me and we talk and do things
We each have our time
But when you're around
I feel like the outsider
Where I should just go run and hide
And never return